Thing 2

Today's thing is : List 3 legitimate fears you have an explain how they became fears.

Fear #1- I am scared of bees and wasps. ....I must say I have developed some strategies of how to deal with this fear, but it has taken 20 years to figure develop these skills. When I was 3, we were saying goodbye to some company outside, my mother holding me. I don't know how, but a bee flew in my mouth. I think I was stung, but to be honest I really can't remember. But since that day I have been so scared of bees etc. I used to screen and run away...this  I did for many years...even to the point of crying. Now I just close my eyes and hope and pray that the bee or wasp or hornet just leaves me alone.

Fear #2- Having someone close to me die. I don't know how this fear developed, but I do know that I am sure it is because I become attached to people so fast. I am a person who feels things deeply. When someone else is sad...I hurt.

Fear #3- I am scared of hurting myself snowboarding. I have seen and heard of so many freak accidents. I hate wearing helmets, but I know they help so much. When I don't have my helmet with me, I take it easy, but pray that I don't take a random tumble that cracks my head. I am not too scared of breaking bones, but rather getting a concussion or worse, a head injury. That being said I still go hard at it every time I board!


No extra thoughts today....gotta rest up before getting back to work. :S